I stumbled across your blog and was drawn into it. I don't know if anything I say could help you or ease your mind or bring you peace; you seem so tormented, and the spiral that our minds can create can be dangerous. I hope you find some peace and balance. You can only be yourself; we may change and grown, but only in the way we were meant to. I've been in a similar situation myself and can perhaps relate a little. This is not an easy place to find yourself, and I feel for you.
I stumbled across your blog and was drawn into it. I don't know if anything I say could help you or ease your mind or bring you peace; you seem so tormented, and the spiral that our minds can create can be dangerous.
YanıtlaSilI hope you find some peace and balance. You can only be yourself; we may change and grown, but only in the way we were meant to.
I've been in a similar situation myself and can perhaps relate a little. This is not an easy place to find yourself, and I feel for you.